Monday, June 7, 2010

A Toast

To my love (he's on the left)

It has been a long time. I looked at my last entry and realised how long ago I put anything here. I thought I was ready to put myself out there again, but it seems I wasn't. I don't think I'm ready yet but I couldn't let today go without something, a memory.

Today was my DHs birthday and it is hard not to miss him a lot today. Indeed for the last week or so this day has been much on my mind. What would I feel like and how to get through it. I'm remembering other birthdays and how we celebrated them, although he kept trying to forget them as the years went on we always did something.

Tonight I will have a good stiff scotch going to bed to help me sleep and to send him a birthday toast. So if any of you out there are reading this raise your glasses to your loved ones past and present.

1 comment:

  1. Sorry I missed this when you posted on the 7th. We have had family here from Chicago for our anniversary and DH's birthday (19th). It's never too late to send out a toast and loving thoughts of a friend's lost love.

    I've missed hearing from you but I know you have been super busy! Have you moved yet and are you adjusting to the new place well?

    My knitting has been sporadic lately with all the summer doings and family visits. I will get back to it soon--actually today. I have taken the day off to rest and do some recuperative knitting and finish a "dragging-on" project (Faux Spanish Lace Shawl).

    Hope your summer is going well and I will hear from you soon!

    Best wishes,